it is my choice
more pain for us both
it's hard to find the words
our minds made up none

it aches the world and all around me
it hurts the vibe of all i can feel
it scars inside the venom of thrill
and it's bleeding hard the words i must hear

one day will explode it all
fill my universe with woes
a deep crack full of nothingness
the beast that shakes our souls

my mind can't seal the shooting memories
big open wound my heart is
the tiny scraps of something real
enough to make us sicken and so small
and so alone

it aches the world and all around me
it hurts the vibe of all i can feel
it scars inside the venom of thrill
and it's bleeding hard the words i must hear

time to hate myself, right times for decay
not much proud of me, my own, my everything
lonesome, fool and sick in every way
can't help loathing your world around me

my mind can't seal the shooting memories
big open wound my heart is
the tiny scraps of something real
enough to make us sicken and so small
and so alone

yeah feel i'm fighting in vain
with a hole in my soul chaos keeps growing deep
no we're left all the pain
those who are not fit the powers insane
not much to say we're marrying strain
world on our shoulders our lives down the drain
not much to say with the weight of all pain
waters fall harder to wash us away
away, away...

SO TIRED

the soul that took my name awaits me
staring from the door's frame
it awaits my time of weakness
when brains convulse the trembling limbs
and here it comes a vision sickening in sight
the dawn of light at such distressing hour

my temples throb overtaken
i'm so tired just can moan
i'm lying down waiting for a sign
oh yeah i'm so tired

whether dark or light
like a man i'm souless

i'm so tired...

THE PROW (Voivod's cover track)

WATERFALSE

so once you fished
and felt the beast
down your guts
twice you swam and dived
deep for curiosity
the creeping need

back and forth
afraid ashamed or proud
you're flowing
head above
the shore close enough
you're drowning
in waterfalse

and heavens fall
to nothingness
time will tell and burn
your fears your needs
the beast
check your weakness
she's alive
to end the story told
the straw you chose
on purpose?

back and forth
afraid ashamed or proud
you're flowing
head above
the shore close enough
you're drowning
in waterfalse

you sown the seed for your suicide

you're keen on suicide
no places left to hide
chances now are bound to nil
you're drowning deep inside

you drowned but swim and dive
your visions in disguise
could tread again the path of ease
the bliss is dead and you're alive

try swim and dive
bound in disguise
the bliss is dead and you're alive

you're flowing
you're drowning
love feeds suicide

BLAME ME

for everything i did
blame me 'cause that's me

i'm obssessed by worlds that you can't see
as i try to make them happen here
and it's hard to cope with such demand
for a sick-born human lunatic

i dream when nobody dares to sleep
and i'm scared to see what i see
and my visions excite my every cell
in my insane crafted fantasy

i'm the one in this
you don't belong
you know it well
it's hard to tell if i'll resist

i'm so scared to see
i'm so scared to feel
thre's nothing left between you and me
you know it well so blame me
i'll never blame myself

blame me

i don't want to feel what is meant
that's not real for me, not anymore
i will crash my head against the wall
and once there i would have reached my shore

i dream when nobody dares to sleep
and i'm scared to see what i see
and my visions excite my every cell
in my insane crafted fantasy

i'm the one in this
you won't belong
you know it well
it's hard to tell if i'll resist

my own horrors creeping everywhere

i'm so scared to see
i'm so scared to feel
there's nothing left between you and me
you know it well so blame me
i'll never blame myself
i'll never accept the rules you made
i'll never accept your fucking world
so blame me